Thursday, December 9, 2010

Congratulations....It's a Teratoma!!

Teratoma, Greek terminology which roughly translated means ‘monstrous tumor’, and often contains hair, teeth, skin, and sometimes organs. That is what the pathology came back as from the mass removed from my ovary. Or, as I like to call it, my hairy, toothy baby! Funny thing, the very first Ultrasound tech who scanned me-Allison-thought that’s what it was right away. But all of the Radiologists who looked at it never once thought that was what it was!


Anywho-that is not what is important, what IS important is that it was entirely benign! No trace of cancerous cells at all! It took a long time for path to come back-8 days-because of all the different layers of the teratoma, and they tested every single one. Dr. Morgan had to remove my whole right ovary also, because the mass had all but completely overtaken it. He opened up a little over 3/ 4 of my c-section scar, more than he had intended to, but once he saw how bad the mass and right ovary looked-he needed to look around and find my left ovary to make sure it was ok so I would at least be left with one functioning ovary. For those of you who are not medical or grossed out by such stuff we crazy people often discuss over meals as if talking about the weather, I will stop there with the play by play of my surgery! So, I recovered, meanly, I might add, for a whopping 3 hours in the recovery room where I was like a nasty drunk coming off a 5 day bender as I came out of my anesthesia. I called people by totally wrong names-Brian became ‘Brindy’ and ‘Brandon’, and I took every drop of morphine they offered me, only to slur my words and fall asleep sitting straight up holding a cup of broth!   Thanks only to my Mom and Sister, Kim, that I never spilled any on me! 

I spent that night in the hospital, and went home early the next day feeling like a champ! It was all downhill from there! I spent the next 5-6 days feeling perfectly terrible, living on Ibuprofen 800, and Vicodin. When they called me with the path results, I asked if I should be feeling better-and that I had almost used up all of my pain pills and I was having a hard time deciding each night whether to take 2 Vicodin and drink 1 glass of wine, or take 1 Vicodin and drink 2 glasses of wine! And once I was all out of pain meds, I was gonna need a bottle of wine and 2 shots of whiskey! Dr. Morgan wanted to see me right away saying I should not still be feeling that bad! Lo and behold…..the pain is being caused by an entrapped nerve in my pelvis from the surgery and subsequent inflammation! GREAT! I was supposed to be going back to work this weekend, umm not now! Not to mention I can hardly walk up my steps and get into my bed, so obviously no working out yet either!

Uggh-so frustrating and helpless is how I feel! I can’t lift Ethan out of bed, or into his wheelchair, or into his car seat, so Brian and the kids have to do all of that-which often means Brian gets only a few hours of sleep each night before I have to wake him up to put E in his wheelchair for school each morning! In the meantime, I am taking a high dose anti-inflammatory, and steroids to help with the inflammation and resting, and doing ice and heat, and basically nothing seems to help! The pain is there every day, sometimes worse than others and sometimes with random movements. Like for instance, when I reached up with my right arm to pull the hatch of the van down, I thought I was going to die, or when I reached across my body to pull my seatbelt on, my leg felt as if someone was stabbing a burning hot poker into it! And coughing and sneezing? Well forget me looking halfway normal doing either-I’m like bent over holding my pelvis and leg hoping not to fall down! I see Dr Morgan back next Friday to evaluate whether the nerve is any better, and if not talk about a possible different approach-hopefully not surgery.

I am addressing Christmas cards now, got the house decorated, oh, and we bought a new truck! Almost all of the Christmas presents are purchased, though I’ve not managed to wrap any, but I have managed to hide them from my children. I’ve found that if you put them in the same closet where you keep any cleaning supplies whatsoever, your kids will NEVER find them!

I apologize to all of you for taking so long to get the path results out to everyone, I know people were worried. But it is nice to know that I have a friend who already had my obituary written and ready to send to the local papers when she hadn’t heard from me for a few days and just knew I was planning my course of treatment for my newly found cancer! AND she knows me well enough to know that my obit needed to be very colorful and HAD to include what I died from! Thanks Jody-I love you!


I hope you are all enjoying your holiday season, and have a blessed Christmas, Kwanzaa, Hanukkah, or however you and your family celebrate this time of year. You are all in my thoughts and prayers for a Happy, Healthy New Year!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

My greatest achievements!




I just had to post these on here for all to see!  Thanks Brandi for beautiful pictures of my children-again!!!
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Thursday, November 18, 2010

No news is.....LOTS of news!

I will preface this post with telling you that if you read Ethan's carepage-this post will be the same. I have technologically challenged friends and family out there-some who read one, some who read the other but I have LOTS of news to share and wanted to make sure I cover everyone!!

First off-Ethan had surgery on his right ear in early October-they removed his right ear tube which they felt was no longer doing any good, put a paper patch on and took a 'looksie' at his terribly deviated septum and adenoids. Adenoids look great, septum looks terrible-but nothing Dr. Bruegger will do anything about right now-
1) because it would me 1-2 hours of surgery time to chisel away bone and stretch cartilage and he doesn't feel comfortable spending that much time in the OR with the bald kid
2)because he is so young and his face is still growing, and doing that type of surgery on him could alter the way his face continues to grow. And since we think it's pretty cute as is, we are happy leaving it as is!
So, after much drama in the recovery room, afterward, a couple days later, and a script for some Flonase and antibiotic-we have our 6 week follow up on Monday, and might need to re-visit tubes, because, alas, it appears that having that hole closed up is causing him to retain some pressure and pain back there-much like the reason we did the tubes in the first place!! UGH!!!
Oh, I almost forgot-Ethan has officially remained hospital in-patient free for just over one year! AMAZING, I know!!! Hopefully I didn't jinx us just now!

Update on Hailey now. Soooo proud of our girl-she finished off her first volleyball season as Captain, Most Positive girl on the team, and helped carry them to 2nd place in the District! They played very hard, good games but lost such a close game to Antioch(their rival!) AND she tried out for Club Volleyball (competitive teams-not sponsored by a school-but by private volleyball clubs) and made a Regional Silver Team! YEAH!! Her practices start this week, and her tournaments will begin in January lasting thru April-I will send out a schedule! Hailey has also made the Renaissance list for Academic Excellence at school-all A's and one B!

Our boy, Parker, well, he is Parker, what can I say??? He has become quite the social bug of the neighborhood! He has lots of boys his age that live close, and he is wearing out the paths to their homes. He has gone to two of the TNO's at school (Teen Night Out) These are events at the school, chaperoned by teachers and parents on Friday nights each quarter where the kids go and hang out, dance, use the art rooms, the computers, the gym, and even had a Haunted House at the last one. I was the Mom who drove 'to' the event at the last one, and whew! I knew there must be some cute little girls out there he and his buddies have their eyes on from the smell of all the Axe cologne they had on! I had to roll the windows down just to handle it! He is playing the saxaphone and loving it! He has been practicing alot, and has almost mastered 'Jingle Bells' and 'Ode to Joy' which he plans to play for us all on Thanksgiving. I need to get my nephew Taylor to learn 'Jingle Bells' on his guitar, and we will have quite the music ensemble going! Parker has also made the Renaissance list for Academic Excellence! We are very proud of him!

Brian is continuing to work out with James-just reached his 10 week mark, and the progression photos James took of him are amazing! He has lost 20lbs total, is feeling incredible, and has to wear his belts on the last hole! I told him the other day he looks like a scarecrow with his shirt tucked in and his belt so snug to hold his pants up that they gather around his waist like a stuffed man! He is still working evenings/nights for the PD, and just finally got a complete crew of guys after some transfers and injury losses, and our city has certainly kept them busy!

I, too, just passed the 10 week mark with James, and same as Brian, I have lost 20lbs total! My body fat is only down 5%, but the inches have dropped off! My normal scrub pants are hanging off of me, and I had two people comment on my butt(or loss of) last week! That is the point folks!! My progression pics look like I got a butt lift and lost a chin and some back fat! I won't be done with James until January at least-if I stay on track and get down where I want to in 20 weeks.
In the meantime, I will have a little setback because my doctor has finally decided to remove the mass on my right ovary next week! I am having surgery on the 23rd, and will be off work for about 3 weeks-with no lifting of the bald kid for the first week and a half for sure.
Yes, I know Thanksgiving is Thursday, and yes,we are having it at my house, and YES, I am ok with that! I actually am looking forward to it being at my own home where I can go up and lay down in my own bed if I need to rest!
I unfortunately can't have it done laparoscopically because it is too big now, AND my doc does not feel comfortable draining it internally to remove it through a little bitty incision since we still really don't know what it is. So, I will have another little incision above my c-section incision and he will remove it through that and if he can salvage any of the ovary he will, but if there is any possibility that any mass tissue will be left if he leaves any of the ovary-it's coming out too!
We will have to wait for pathology to come back on it before we know what we are dealing with, but until then, refuse to worry and fret! We have enough other stuff to keep us busy!

I had my dear friend Brandi take the kids pics again this fall-and the turned out MARVELOUS as usual! To view them all go to the link below and you will have to enter the

event name:Rawley October 2010
passcode is: 20060670
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I don't know how I will choose which to use for the Christmas card! They are all so good!

That's all for now-like I said, No news is LOTS of news around our house-but mostly good news too!

I wish I could list all the things I am truly thankful for, but this blog is simply not long enough. I approach another Thanksgiving with joy in my heart and love in my life for the amazing blessings God has brought our family. I am thankful for all of you, my friends and family and for the love and support you have always bestowed upon us in good times and bad!

May you all have a wonderful, joyous Thanksgiving!

*sorry I couldn't post any pics from Halloween, volleyball, etc., Blogger is giving me a hard time! I will figure it out and post some soon though! Probably while I'm laying in bed recovering over the next 3 weeks!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Happy October!!

I must admit, I absolutely LOVE this time of year!!  The weather is cool in the mornings and evenings, nice during the sunny days and oh, the smells!!  Normally I love this time of year because Brian and I take our adult weekend trip to Weston, MO for the Irish Fest.  A weekend at O'Malley's drinking Smithwicks, O'Malley's Emerald Ale and imbibing on the most delicious coddle, Irish stew and fish and chips.   We also have a tradition of eating lunch at The Avalon-where we enjoy our most fave appetizer, their baked brie.  We have spent many years at the Irish Fest with wonderful friends, and always meet up with one of Ethan's former teachers Ms Gayla and her hubby and share a few Irish Car Bombs and hugs!  The women usually spend hours walking the quaint Main St., shopping for antique bargains and always buy some Halloween decorations, while the guys hit O'Malley's and throw down a few-or twenty-before we venture back and try to get things under control-that usually doesn't quite work out that way and mayhem almost always ensues.....dancing to great Irish bands, licking whipped cream off each other's noses, and other nonsense!  In case you didn't notice the common theme is food, drink, food, drink and more food.  NONE of which is on the current Rawley diet plan!! 

So, as sad as I am that we will not be venturing up to Weston this weekend with friends, I am happy to announce that at weigh-in and measurement today.....(drum roll please).......

I dropped another 1% body fat
lost 3 inches off my belly
and lost 1 1/2 inches off my hips!!!!
current weight: 185.8 at the gym/ 182.8 at home in the am
(BTW-I am 5'4"-someone emailed me to ask how tall I am)
James said I'm still holding a lot of fat in my triceps-those are the old lady flabby arms that look like wings when you raise your arms up-but as I start to get leaner, those will go away too.  And I think he made an extra point to work on those yesterday, because today it hurt to raise my arms over my head and stretch....

I started week 6 this week, and in the last 2 weeks, I began to feel poorly about progress. I was having a hard time eating, unable to get in 5 meals on the days after I worked a night shift, and then it would really show the next day or two, because I would be soooo sluggish.  Then I would miss a day of cardio, and throw my whole schedule off.  So I have put a new plan in action-I am going to change my work schedule to where I work three set nights each week instead of rotating back and forth weekly.  This will allow me to get into a better routine of eating/sleeping/working-out, and, I hope, produce better results in two more weeks.  I am also going to the gym for an hour of cardio on the days I see James too-which will have me doing cardio for sure 7 times a week.
Did you know it takes burning 3500 calories to burn off 1 lb of fat????

Even though I didn't drop much in weight (5lbs from last weigh-in)  I knew I had lost 'size'-just didn't realize it was 4 1/2 inches!!  I wore a scrub top to work last week that I bought last summer in a size L that is a fitted, baby doll style, and of course it shrunk and I never even wore it once last year.  That was the first day people really began to notice and actually say something to me.  The very next work day I wore a pair of medium scrub pants and a medium top I have had for few years, sitting in the back of my closet, lonely, just waiting for me to be able to get back into!! 
Then I walk into work last night, and a co-worker says to me "Wow, Kari, you're like the incredible shrinking woman right before my eyes!  Lookin' good-keep it up!"
and another one says "you look thinner today than even last week when I saw you" 
Hailey, too, noticed the smaller scrubs on me and I think she was shocked!  Brian had been saying all week prior how he noticed I was losing size-but I just wasn't convinced myself until I put those clothes on! 
Won't be long before there's a pair of Miss Me's in my closest girls!!!

I have to say, I am truly shocked I have made it 5 weeks, and that I am actually enjoying it!  I'm lovin' rockin' out doing cardio to Hailey's ipod full of teen/pop songs from Taylor Swift to Usher to LMFAO.  I had people ask me this week how I can do an hour of cardio and not think about all the things I need to be accomplishing at home-well, I'll share my little secret with you.....when I'm doing cardio on the ellipitical or arc trainer, and those headphones are on-you never know what I'm listening to, but you can bet that if Britney is on, I'm picturing her amazing comeback body and imagining that it's me, or I'm hearing Bruno Mars "just the way you are" and picture Brian singing those to me(he can sing you know! No-really he can!)  Or some Usher OMG and laugh hysterically thinking about rockin' out in the mini-van to that song with my favorite Aunt Kathy hanging out the sunroof, and she, other fave Aunt Mici, my Mom, sister Kim and cousin Angie and I singing the words at the top of our lungs driving around KC! 

Basically what I'm saying is that all I'm thinking about is me.

And you know what? 

That's ok-cause I deserve it!

oh, and we already have our reservations for Irish Fest next year!!!

Monday, September 27, 2010

Rough and Crazy week....

To begin with, I was sick for 2 days last week, and thus missed one of my sessions with James, and I suppose losing a few pounds through vomiting doesn't really count.  I missed 3 days of cardio, and by the time I saw him on Saturday, though I felt better, I was still so weak.  And did I mention I'm really beginning to hate that pulley piece of equipment that James is convinced I have the strength in my arms to sit on the floor and pull 50lbs down with each arm????  more than once???  and do three sets???  I kinda felt at one point that when I extended my arms they would rip out of their sockets, but when I envisioned that happening and blood splurting all over the gym with my hands stuck clinging to the handles, I gutted it out and did the best I could.  I would have felt really bad if Brandi had to clean up that mess!  I'm feeling much better today, and hit the gym with Brian for a quick 45 minute/500 calorie burn cardio session-and it felt goooood! 

Now, Brian on the other hand, had a kick-ass week and though he didn't lose but a few pounds by the scale, he lost 6 folds on his stomach which means 3.1% body fat loss!!!  In two weeks!!!  Rock on hubby!  We are both at the point where if we don't make it to the gym for a day-we get kinda bitchy with each other and tend to be snappy.  AND Parker and Hailey are getting in on it too, I even tried to get Park to get me a Coke from the cooler outside and pretend like it was his if Dad saw him-and he wouldn't do it!!!  He looked right at me and said "Mom, NO!  You are on diet and you are doing so well, I'm not gonna get you one!"  THEN he dimed me out to Brian!  I am proud to say that I DID NOT have that Coke, and I lived! 
Just kidding, I am very proud of him for shutting me down in a weak moment and I know he's doing it out of love-isn't that what we are supposed to say to our kids?  I'm only doing this because I love you....
I feel soooo loved!
And that's exactly what I said to him when I made him run around the block the other day for talking back to me!  I love you Parker-and instead of taking your stuff away, or grounding you, or smacking you, just go run around the block.
He half-laughed and looked at me like I was joking, when I pointed my finger to the door Go-NOW!
He looked at me like I had three heads and pouted his way out the door.  Brian heard me and had to leave the room so as not to laugh at Parker in front of him, then I heard him yell from the garage Your Mom said RUN Parker, not walk-get a move on boy!
Then we both had a good laugh!  For those of you who don't know Park very well-he's not exactly the running type-and was less than thrilled to learn of his new punishment.  BUT-he agrees it was a good idea and decided to stop talking back-for the rest of that day anyway....he's run the block a few times since then.

Hailey turned 14 last week-oh, how the years have flown by!  So, craziness must have set in, because I agreed to let her and one of her BFF's (whose birthday is the day after Hay's) have a combo party together at our house!  Just a few-30 kids-Mom, please!!!   And I can't drink any alcohol!!!  What was I thinking??  It was good though, all the kids were very well behaved, and a good time was had by all!  Though when a couple of Moms I haven't met before dropped kids off for the party, they didn't think I was funny when they asked if Brian and I would be there all night and I laughed and replied  Well, yeah, except for while we are out to eat and at the movies....  I don't think they thought my dry humor was too humorous!  And yes, we remained home all night! 
We are going shopping soon with all her b-day money! 







The Ref was wishing Hailey a Happy Birthday after we walked in with all our homemade signs!


Hay and Tay-Happy 14th
The Party group!

Ethan not loving kisses from his big sissy!

                                                     
                                                     

Brian and I both managed to be off tomorrow night, so after my hour of grueling torture with James, and Hailey's volleyball game we are going on a date!  Since we can't very well go out to eat, we are going to the movies to see the new Ben Affleck flick 'The Town' and we'll be taking our bottled water, Crystal Light drop-ins and rice cakes with us-no movie popcorn or nachos for us anymore!  Hell, that ought to save us about thirty dollars at least!  !

My friend Andrea finished her transformation this weekend-and I cannot wait to see her 'after' pictures!  She looked awesome the last time I saw her about a month ago, and I know she has continued to work her ass off 'til the end!  You did it girl!!! 
My friend Jenn had a rough week, we spent some time on the phone in tears wondering what the hell we were doing, and her trying to convince me she couldn't go on.  But she got up and got to it!  She is hanging in there and kickin' butt too!  Jenn-those jeans are not far from looking hot on you too Momma-YOU CAN DO IT!!!   Brandi gave Jenn a tip I am going to steal for myself-every Wednesday try those jeans on and each week they will fit a little more, eventually, until they slide right on like they were made for you!  I have a cute pair of black pants I bought a few years ago that still have the tags on them, and I'm going to do the same thing until they fit!  They are hanging up in my closet-kinda creepy like-but when I feel like I can't do it anymore, I go look at those pants and know that I can do it, and I am going to fit into them by Christmas!! 

Brandi told me how much she enjoys hearing from others how her story and her success has inspired others to get healthy, and I after this week I know how she feels.  Two people have emailed me privately asking the same questions I asked of Brandi before I took the plunge and told me I have been their inspiration to get up and get to it themselves!  To begin to make better choices and change their lifestyles for the better.  I can't believe I've ever been called inspirational  before.  It is a tough road though, and anyone willing to take the plunge, I don't take credit for-but will stand by their sides as they have me, and offer as much encouragement, advice, tips and recipes on how to make chicken taste less like chicken when you've had it for 37 days straight that I can!

Thanks to all of my wonderful friends and family for the support and encouragement!  Off to do some exercise ball sit-ups and plank before bed!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

It was so much easier to get fat than to take it off......

With that being said, I'm gonna throw some numbers at you all now, drum roll please......

weight Monday AM   186lbs
weight Tuesday PM    191lbs -evening, clothes on, 4 meals in, etc. 

the big news:  1.25% body fat loss

YEAH!!! 

I have been told not to watch the scale, so for the next two weeks, until measurements again, I am not going to weigh myself at home.  (and I'm going to make a morning appt with James so we see a HUGE loss that day-just kidding!)

As I look at myself in the mirror, I am noticing changes that I'm sure other people don't see-my husband does-but then again, he's the only one that does see me naked, well, besides my gynecologist, but that's another story.
In my torso I've noticed the biggest change.  You know that aspect of a woman's body that makes them look like an hourglass shape?  Well, the area from armpits to top of my hips has slimmed down immensely-the part of the hourglass the sand sifts through.  Now, I still got me some wide hourglass shape below that-but we're working on it!  My scrub pants are fitting better, and I'm close to getting into all the pairs I have hanging in my closet that are a whole size smaller!

I've seen James 6 times now in 3 weeks, and each time I feel stronger and less clumsy.  Though I think he can tell just how uncoordinated I am and he's not too willing to risk me falling over yet and having to pick me up off the floor to make me do anything to crazy like one-legged step ups on the square box thing with weights in my hands-yeah too coordinated for me to accomplish just yet!  Stronger-yes, most definitely.  I feel myself sitting up straighter, walking taller, and having more confidence-does that sound crazy?  It might-but it's sure how I feel! 

After my first post about my journey, I got lots of emails and phone calls of support and encouragement.  Thank you so much for those of you that took the time to post something, or call-it really does mean a lot to me.  It's funny how taboo weight is to talk about, especially amongst women-so many were people thanking me for being so honest and open.  Some told me it really made them realize that they, too, need to do something to get healthy.  Because I don't want everyone to think the only reason I am doing this is to be skinny.  It's a BIG reason, yes, cause I want to get me some cute new jeans at Christmas, and wear that slutty, made-for-a-12 -year-old-body Halloween costume next year for the party, and put on a swimsuit I would actually wear without a cover-up again someday.  But NO, that is not the main reason.  My main reasons?
my health
my children
my husband
my life

My health:  not good when you are overweight-all the terrible health risks that come with obesity: diabetes, heart disease, etc. etc.  Also, we recently found out that I have a mass on my right ovary-as a matter of fact, there is not much ovary left.  I will be having surgery sometime in October to have it removed and sent to pathology.  Is it cancerous?  Probably not,  but no one can say for sure until it's out and through path.  It is not a cyst, though has some cystic components along with a large solid mass.  And with my family history-a Grandmother who died from ovarian and breast cancer-it must come out!  After a recent ultrasound, it has been determined that it is a little larger than it originally measured before we went on vacation, so I have another ultrasound scheduled for mid-October to check it out one more time.  That has been my driving factor in getting healthy-an abdominal laprascopic surgery will put me down for 2-3 weeks, with no lifting and other restrictions, and I didn't want to wait until then to get started.  I talked to James about it before we began our sessions, and he was cool with it-start now, work my ass off, deal with what I can/can't do when the time comes-oh, but he will hold me to the diet during my down time-RATS, still no cheating there!

My children:  Hailey, Parker and Ethan are the loves of my life, they mean the world to me, and I think we have done a pretty darn good job bringing them up to be contributing members of society someday.  We are pretty strict with them, and they work hard at school and help out a lot at home.  Hailey and Parker are good kids, polite, kind, empathetic and caring-they haven't had typical childhoods because of having a brother like Ethan.  Though I don't think either one of them would change a thing-there are times I have rewarded them for dealing with what they have with food.  Our little vice for the last few years has been our Sunday nights together.  Brian goes to off-duty, and we pack up and head to QT-it's 32oz sodas, Twizzlers, Reece's Pieces, and cupcakes for all-everybody gets a couple of snacks!  Then back to the house, in my bed we all hang out and binge out.  TERRIBLE HABIT!!!  Parker is getting chunky-the round the middle kind of chunky-the bad fat, belly fat chunky, and he's only 11!  We are doing him no favors, just guaranteeing that he will probably get diabetes someday if we continue this ritual.  And Ethan.  Ahh, my special little guy.  I would really like to be around for him for as long as he needs me-and as long as he's alive, he's gonna need me!  By not taking care of myself, I am essentially not taking care of him, and that thought kills me.  Ethan is 35lbs of skinny, dead weight that would rather giggle and curl up in a ball when you pick him up than help you at all.  The last thing I need is to have a bad back or be too fat to haul him around!

My husband:  My greatest love, my husband of 8 years, the man I knew I would marry the day I met him and showed him my tatoo....we are doing this together, and man that feels good!  I love going to the gym with him, and shopping for our food together, and then making and packing all our meals together.  That probably sounds crazy too, but it's sooo true, and wonderful to have him by my side and supporting me!
AND-he started with James last week and he's doing awesome also!

My Life:  Well, more than anything, I've learned that my life and the people in it and the people who count on me are worth making better choices for and living life to the fullest of my potential! 

This was kind of a sappy post-but more humor soon-got lots to share, and big laughs coming up!

James and all the HitchFit Trainers going to Ontario this weekend for competetion-GOOD LUCK!!!!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Let's get Physical, physical. I wanna get physical!

Since I'm going to share my current journey of suffering and pain for the whole world to read, know that I am also going to be perfectly frank about all of it-good and bad.  Because I, for one, am usually pretty frank, if nothing else, so why change now I figure???

I am going to a personal trainer to lose weight and get in shape.
(that was weird even typing it-it kinda felt like a confession-but since I haven't visited a confessional since prior to Ethan's baptism, probably not an appropriate comparision-THAT story is a whole other blog about religious issues and what-not, so moving forward....)

It's time, it's been time, it's past time, whatever I can say that basically conveys there's no time like the present!

It all started with my friend Brandi-the wonderful photographer who has taken the gorgeous pictures of my children and our family for the past few years.  Brandi was introduced to a personal trainer through a friend and client, began going to him, and I have followed her journey since January. 
I watched her sit at our KCPDFF meetings with her bottle of water and Crystal Light mix-in, while I sat there with my pizza and beer and thought 'poor girl'. 
I guzzled mexican food and beer at our annual holiday party and watched as Brandi arrived late to avoid wanting to eat any of the awesome food we were having, instead eating her chicken and green beans before coming over. 
I worked with her at a sale in some cute-ass, skinny-ass jeans, as I snarfed down McDonalds and a big 'ole Coke(it was noon-a little early and inappropriate location for beer being as we were at the Police Academy, or I probably would have had one) 
And 5 months later, I saw her pictures on her facebook profile, and WOW!!!  Brandi has always been beautiful, inside and out, but boy did she look like one hot Mommma now!!  (and yes, I spelled Momma with 3 m's cause she deserves the extra one!)  Let's just say I became ever so slightly jealous.....as I stabbed a pin in the arm of the blond, skinny voo-doo doll I had under my bed named, ummm, Randi.....(just kidding, really. maybe. mostly kidding)

So, I decided to do something about my jealousy-make it a productive jealousy, envy myself skinny.  Doesn't work quite like that I figured out. 
I gave up Coke (for like a day) 
I told myself Brandi was too skinny(yeah, like I want to be!)
I began eating more chicken (chicken tacos, chicken enchiladas, chicken pizza)
I told myself I could never give up beer(or wine, or Vegas Bombs, or alcohol in general)
I switched from Miller Lite to MGD 64(saving myself 33 calories per beer!)
I climbed up and down a few flights of stairs at work with Allison(and actually thought I might die in a dark, dirty hospital stairwell)
Brian and I got a gym membership (only works if you actually drag your ass out of bed and GO THERE!)

I started going to the gym 3 times a week religiously (and if you read my 'confession' above, you can probably tell how religion and I work out...)
BUT, I did do cardio-45-60 minutes a day, and I lost 8 lbs!  Then I would go to work and get me a big 32oz refill of Coke and stop by the vending machine for some chocolate donuts 3 times a week, and those 8lbs came and went weekly. 

Then vacation was upon us-our family trip to Florida! 
Disney-where I wore capri pants and short sleeve shirts in 97degree weather.
The Beach-where I had my plus-size, one piece swimsuit on under capri pants that I would never have taken off in a public place. 

We got home from vacation, and I found out another friend and fellow PD wife was also going to a trainer at the same gym Brandi went to(Andrea you look great girl!) and I was doubly jealous.
THEN, I was chatting with another friend on my way to work one Monday afternoon, and she told me she was starting HER 12 week transformation the following week(Jenn-you get it girl!) and as soon as she and I got off the phone I called Brian crying.  And I'm not a cryer, feel sorry for myself kinda girl.  I'm a 'do it' kinda girl, and it was waaaayyy past doin' it time! 
So, I picked Brandi's brain the next time I saw her.
She laughed and said she had been waiting for me to take the leap!  She gave me some accurate info, gave me the name of a trainer in her gym that she thought would be a good fit for me, she encouraged me to contact them right away, and she hugged me and told me she knew I could do it!
I spent hours on the phone with Brian that night while he was at work, we crunched numbers, we looked at schedules and 3 days later on our way to Costco I shot a FB message to Brandi's trainer Micah Lacerte at Hitch Fit Gym.  He responded in about a minute and a half-oh shit, the first step was taken, no turning back now!  
The trainer I was asking about had a pretty full schedule, but he would forward my info on to him and I would hear back from him that day.  I'm a deal maker-mostly with myself.  And the deal I made was
"if I hear from him tonight, it was meant to be and I'm all in.  If I don't hear from him tonight, and he waits until tomorrow to call, I won't answer any calls on my cell from numbers I don't recognize.  I can snake out and pretend he had no openings, I must have just had a brain fart thinking I could do this, oh, well!"
Well, he called.... 
That night.

AND he had openings.....
THE NEXT DAY!

HE is James Hanton, personal trainer extraordinare-or at least that's what I'll call him since he is actually willing to take me on as a client!
I was nervous as hell to go down to the gym to meet him for our first sesssion.
I even put on my good underwear.  Who the fuck does that???  Not like he was going to see it!?!!?? 
What the hell is wrong with me???
I called Jenn-where do I park?  where do I go in the gym at?  do I take a towel, water?  do I take my purse in?  Did you wear a sports bra for your before pic?  Did they let you put your t-shirt back on after the pic-or did you work out in your sports bra???
In the parking lot-duh.
In the door marked 'Hitch Fit Gym Entrance'-duh, again.
Newbie herself-didn't know yet.
Ummm, of course-you are in a shady neighborhood.
Yep-wear that sports bra proudly and let it allllll hang out for that lovely before pic.
Most definitely-the t-shirt goes back on prior to work-out.  whew!
Check, I was ready. 

I walked in to Hitch Fit(with my purse) and met James!  Instantly loved him!  We chatted for a few minutes, talked about payment, schedules, menu, etc.  then did the dirty deed-weight, measurements and picture.
Here's the frank part:
weight: 195 lbs 
I've shocked a few people with that one!  but you don't look like you weigh that much-you carry it well!
Well, let me tell you, I've been carrying it for about 6 years now, and I'd really like a lot less body baggage.
BMI: 44.4%
those numbers spare me from the 'morbid obesity, very high risk' category by less than a percent.  I'm actually in the 'severely overweight, high risk category'
Picture:
Ha-ha! Thought you were gonna get to see that huh?  Well, you're gonna have to wait until I have an "after" picture to post beside it!

Down to the nitty-gritty we got that day.  Lower body work out.  Yep, James kicked my ass-with my own weak legs, and fat body.
And I went back for more the next day!  Upper body-again kicked my ass with my own weak arms and fat body. 
And I loved it!

I have seen James for 3 sessions now-2 per week.  With cardio 7 days a week, and a diet from hell or a shitty women's prison whichever you compare monotonous, bland food day after day to.

And when I got on the scale this morning I weighed 188lbs!  That is 13 lbs down from 2 weeks ago yesterday and 6 lbs down in a week!
Rock the f*%!k on!!!

I haven't had a coke(or a taco, or a piece of pizza, or one of the brownies my daughter brought home from Topeka) in 9 days.
And I've lived! 

My wonderful husband is doing the diet with me, and so are the kids-by default since neither have jobs or transportation to buy themselves any crappy food anymore!  And better yet-Brian meets with James for the first time this week-we are truly going to do this together!
We will be skipping the Weston Irish Fest this year (oh, the blasphemy!)  But it will be too soon for us to be tempted by the wonderful Irish food and even smoother Smithwicks!
And the Williams' are upset we can't get together and have hot wings-soon, I promise, soon-like in 5 months!
And Aaron was at my house today drinking my beer-go ahead baby-drink it all!

I said I'll be frank, and frank I'll be, if you promise to follow me on this journey, cheer me when I do well, cry when I cry, encourage me when I'm feeling tempted, and keep your negative thoughts to yourself. 

I have no room for negativity

and remember

I haven't had a Coke in a loooong time......

Friday, August 13, 2010

Home Sweet HOT Home!

Yes-we made it back home to the terribly hot weather here, brown grass, dead flowers and piles of mail! Oh, but it was sooo wonderful to sleep in my own bed once again!
We hit Cocoa Beach on our last full day in Florida-about an hour and 20 minute drive that cost us about $6 in tolls from Orlando! Their toll roads are hilarious-we were often paying tolls on the highway when we never left the same one-weird! I will say their roads were nice though-I did miss throwing a handful of quarters into a urinal looking thing waiting for the red light to change to green once we hit I-70 in MO! I forget just how much that highway sucks! And someone told me MO just passed a law that truckers have to drive in the right hand lanes only-not the far left one? Maybe someone should tell them that because that was one thing I loved about driving down south-that is the law-and they know it-and it made for way smoother(faster) driving!
Anyway-back to Cocoa Beach...we arrived on the beach with the yellow (caution) flag hanging on the lifeguard chair and within 20 minutes of getting our towels arranged, umbrella staked, Ethan situated and kids in the ocean......CRACK! Thunder and lightning in the distance and the Red flag went up! Out of the ocean and off the beach! We did get all our money back from the umbrella/chair rentals when Brian returned them-the gal saw his PD shirt and asked if he was a cop-so he showed her his badge and she gave us all our money back-said her hubby was a Sheriff's Deputy! Nice little brotherhood we have there!
So, we found a local pizza place, sat for a while and watched the rain pour then headed to Ron Jon's Surf Shop! If you've never been to a Ron Jon's-GO! Parker got a boogy-board, Hailey got some swim shorts and a new swim suit top, we got t's and a bag and some cool beer glasses and flip flops! Then we hit the SpaceCoast Harley store and stocked up on some more stuff and got some advice on where to try to hit the beach again for the kids. The gal from the Harley store sent us across town and into some residential area-and viola! Beautiful beach and nearly empty! We put our coins in the meter and our feet in the sand-all that was missing was an ice cold beer.....
The kids loved playing in the ocean, and Ethan LOVED the sand! We put him on a towel and he kicked and kicked and kicked until he had dug about 10" holes with his feet! He was covered in sand-in his diaper, both legs covered, shorts wet, up his back and in his butt crack! And he was happy as a lark! The kids only got to play for about an hour because it was nearing dusk and I'm a shark freak. The last shark attack in Cocoa Beach (that I could find online) was in Nov 2009 just down the beach from where we were on- a 9 or 10 year old boy who was playing in the surf and a bull shark came up and snatched part of his leg off. Have I ever mentioned how terrible our luck is??? Well, instead of tempting fate-we hauled the kids out of the water and headed back to Orlando!
The kids thanked us over and over again for this wonderful trip and we relished in how perfect it turned out! Then it was back home to KC and work and reality. I'm still trying to recover from actually having to work 2 whole days this week upon return-good thing I have 5 off now....
The kids start school Monday-all 3 of them!! Hailey with VB try-outs and Cross Country, and Parker with Soccer. We're trying to find a sport for E-teeth grinding, distance rolling or repetitive crunching he would be great at!
I have got to hit the gym again-Allison my Ultrasound night tech buddy talked me into walking the stairs with her last night (umm, 12 flights up and down) and I really thought she was going to have to call a code on me before we reached the top so I have got to get in shape and lose some weight! Some of you remember my blog a couple of years ago when I first started with a personal trainer-well prepare for some more laughs-cause we are going to meet with one next week!
And a push for the KCPDFF-I am the president of our KCPD Friends and Family group and earlier this summer some of you may remember when I posted about a friend's house burning down. Tiffany Wells, our KCPDFF Secretary and great friend lost her home and all belongings except about 3 cardboard boxes worth of stuff in a fire caused by faulty electrical wiring. Our group is hosting a night out (adult night out!) to help raise money for the family as they rebuild their home and their lives! The event is open to the public-ALL ARE INVITED!
It is Saturday August 28th starting at 6pm at the Tuscan Ball Room at Liberty Hills Country Club-dress is casual!
Dinner/dancing/music provided by Soundgate Productions/raffle/silent auction items and all round good times raising money for a special family and one whose husband devotes his life to the citizens of this city daily!
Tix are $60 couple and $35 single and with that you get 2 drink tix-cash bar rest of night.
Great items for auction and raffle including teeth whitening package $350 value,
DJ package $500 value, event at the Tuscan Ball Room at huge discount, morning in the studio of radio personality Chris Stigall (priceless!) and lots of other great gift cards, products, etc.
Contact me to purchase tix, raffle tix or just donate to this event.
Or visit our website to purchase online at www.kcpdff.org
Or get your tix from either of our two KCPCU Credit Unions www.kcpcu.org
*just don't contact me to be your designated driver-right Jenn???
Come join us and have a great time-if you have a group you would like to ensure being placed with-let me know and we will reserve tables for your party to PARTY!!!
Oh, I almost forgot-we got home to find out our other house is set to close (again-for real this time!) in September! Yeah for my St Joseph statue buried in the front yard!!
Ethan happily digging 10inch holes in the sand with his feet while kicking!

Parker and Hailey playing in the Atlantic at Cocoa Beach

Brian tried to put E's feet in the ocean-he kept laughing so hard and pulling his feet back up!

Cocoa Beach 2010

The kids when the beach closed -Cocoa Beach 2010




Friday, August 6, 2010

Shamu ROCKS! and so does Sea World!

Sea World today was awesome! We got there around 11am and tried to get the extra tickets which took us backstage at the Sea Lion/Otter show, to pet a shark and a penguin and to feed and pet the dolphins-but they were already sold out! So, the gal at Guest Relations told us to head to Dolphin Cove and push the 'little cutie in the wheelchair' right up to the front and pull the sympathy card and see what happens....well, I hate to say it, but we did just that! And we got our own private feeding/petting show with the dolphins! All the while, everyone else watched us from waaaay behind a fence and across the lake and were crazy jealous I'm sure! The Sea World crew was so kind-we were so excited for Ethan to pet a dolphin-and he did and he was smiling and loving it. That is until the dolphin he was petting moved-that FREAKED him out! He square-mouthed it all up and even cried a few tears! You can see the loveliness of it in the pics below!

From there we hit the Dolphin Show-beautiful!

The 'Believe' Show featuring Shamu and all the other killer whales (minus Tillikum of course)

The Sea Lion/Otter/Walrus Show-hysterical

We also walked through the shark encounter and the kids fed some small sharks and pet some stingrays.

And of course-Brian and Hailey rode The Manta-a crazy roller coaster which you are diving head first and upside down into twists and turns! And the Kraken-one of Orlando's largest steel coasters-again, not one for the faint of heart-namely me and Parker!

We finished up the night with Shamu Rocks! An amazing night show in Shamu Stadium with lights and loud rock music! The kids sat down in rows 2 and 4-so they had a really wet ride home-while we sat in the wheelchair section with E-and remained dry!

How funny is it that we ran into the Kellers from KC today-they have been in Florida on vacay for the last week also! AND we hooked up with a former Sgt of Brian's, Buddy Hunholz and his family who were at Sea World today too. Buddy moved to Palm Beach 3 years ago and works for Miami Gardens PD!

Had another great day today-headed to Cocoa Beach tomorrow and maybe Gator Land-ssshhh don't tell Parker-it's going to be a surprise cause we aren't sure we can make it. It will be great for him since he doesn't do the rides like Hailey does-it will be more his 'thing'.

Then back to reality as we head home Sunday and Monday!


Our private dolphin feeding/petting

This was Ethan's face after the dolphin he was petting moved-it freaked him out!


Shamu Rocks!

The dolphin show at Blue Horizons Theatre


Brian & Hailey on the Manta-look closely-top of the screen last car-Hailey in white shirt at the top of the pic, Brian next to her in green shirt with arms up!


The Kids with Shamu!






Thursday, August 5, 2010

Disney Days 3 & 4-Magic Kingdom and Hollywood Studios

Day 3 Magic Kingdom
On Wednesday, we slept in a little bit, knowing we were going to be at Magic Kingdom pretty late! That park is absolutely mind-blowing! So many of the rides were wheelchair friendly-and I don't mean that we could wheel right up to them and transfer E onto one of our laps-I mean he rode the rides in his own wheelchair!

The Buzz Lightyear Ranger Spin in Tomorrowland was the first ride we hit-while we waited for our Fast Pass time for Space Mountain. We cheated and got 4 Fast Passes for it, knowing I and Parker would not ride it-but so Brian and Hailey could ride twice in a row-or if they didn't want to, pass it along to a stand-by rider in the 75 minute wait line! Then we hit the Astro Orbiter, the Transit Train, and the Carousel of Tomorrow. We spent the first half of our morning in one section of the park! Oh, and I did ride Space Mountain with Brian-not a bad ride at all! Pretty cool in the dark-I can't see the upcoming crazy turns and drops so I wasn't anxious with anticipation! I mostly rode it because my husband said if I didn't at least ride it-people's opinions of me would be shatttered-meaning they wouldn't think I was as big a bad-ass as I have most people convinced I am!

We then made our way around the park and hit the Tea Cup ride(me, Parker and E), the Dumbo ride(again, the chicken trio) and the Carousel(yep, us three again) while Brian and Hailey rode the Runaway Train and Splash Mountain. Once over on that side of the park-we climbed the Swiss Family Robinson Tree House, did the Jungle Safari Boat Tour-wheelchair accessible for E! the Haunted Mansion ride (Parker clung to Hailey during this entire ride once the first ghost jumped out at him!) and the Pirates of the Caribbean ride. The Pirate ride was very cool-little boats which we rode in with Ethan sitting on the seat between me and Brian all underground and dark. Not so cool when the boat went down a nice little hill and splashed into the water below in the pitch black dark-which we weren't expecting-by then Brian had put E on his lap-and it's a good thing, or he might have ended up on the floor!

We hung out and watched the electric parade and the amazing Summer Nightastic Fireworks-and it almost made me cry! Watching the incredible fireworks show with the family-the whole while Ethan squealing and laughing at them. I told Brian if that had been the only thing we had been able to do while there-I would have left happy! For me it was the icing on the cake of this trip-and worth the whole thing!

I was so looking forward to the It's a Small World ride-but it was closed for refurbishing! Drats!


Day 4 Hollywood Studios
Fun-though not as kid ride friendly as Epcot or the Kingdom.
We got some good advice from one of the Magic Kingdom Cast Members who used to work there who told us to go straight to the Toy Story Midway Mania ride because all the fast passes would be gone by 11am-and he was right! When we wheeled up to the ride and asked about wc accessibility, the guy told us he could stay in his chair-but we had to wait in the 115 minute stand-by line. I was not down for that-neither was E in the 93 degree heat. As I stomped off saying that was ridiculous-he couldn't wait outside in that heat-another Cast Member grabbed me and asked if we had the Guest Assistance Card-which we did! She kindly pointed out that the other guy should have directed us in through the exit right to the handicap loading area and she apologized and told us she would educate the other guy on that! Thank goodness for her-otherwise we would have missed a very fun ride! Ethan's first trip on it he sat between Brian and I and did ok-his second trip he stayed in his wc and I sat beside him-however, I forgot to straighten his chair up from the leaned-back position, and the first turn it tipped backwards and poor little E was staring at the ceiling with wild eyes trying to figure out what had happened! It was so back heavy from our bags and his O's and feeding bag! I just about died as I grabbed his chair super fast and sat him back up! I couldn't straighten his chair up then or his face would have hit the pop gun, so I just put my foot on the front wheels to stabilize it, and when we were moving, I held it up with my arm-thank heaven's it was a pretty short ride!

We also enjoyed the Back Lot Tour, the Little Mermaid show, the Disney Animation Show, the Prince Caspian show, the Great Movie Tour Ride, The Muppet 3D Show, the Star Wars Endor Trip ride, and of course the Tower of Terror and the Rock-n-Roll Roller Coaster. The last two were Brian and Hailey rides in case you couldn't tell by the names?!?!? Parker tried to tell us he was going to ride the Tower-but as we approached and could hear people's screams, ummm he changed his mind!

We met a couple of other special needs families from overseas who also had kids in wheelchairs, whom we sat and chatted with for a while! The one family from England had an older daughter who loved the Dumbo ride-and refused to get off of it-her Dad had to pick her up and drag her off! The Mum made a comment much like I have said about E-"As long as she's happy the world is right. But once she's not-the world will know about it!" Sooooo Ethan-speaking of which-he had a complete meltdown today when we stopped entertaining him to actually sit down and eat that the wonderful waitress brought him a light up ice cube in a dish which changed colors-it kept him busy and quiet long enough for us to eat!

Like I have said before-the Cast Members were so wonderful, the parks so accomodating, so much more than I ever expected! We will surely bring the kids back here again in a few years! I was worried Ethan wouldn't get to do anything-and I was so wrong!

We love Walt Disney....
for his dreams have made ours come true!

The parade at Hollywood Studios with the green army men from Toy Story-dancing and singing
In front of the Streets of America-the New York skyline in the background


Tower of Terror-not a Kari or Parker kind of ride....


Now, this was my kind of ride-and Ethan's -he loved this ride too-and it had a wheelchair accessible car too!



The inside of the Toy Story Midway Mania ride-from the handicap loading area



The back side of the castle at night during the Summer Nightastic Fireworks show!



So many rides at Magic Kingdom were wheelchair friendly-this was the Jungle Safari boat ride


E sportin some new Mickey shades

The Buzz Lightyear Ranger Spin ride-Ethan rode with Brian on this ride in his wheelchair in a special car and he LOVED it!

Cinderella's Castle when we first arrived at Magic Kingdom










Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Disney Day 2-Wild Animal Kingdom

Well, it was Day 2 of our Disney Adventure-and oh, what an adventure it was.....
we found out where the first aid station at the park was, the name of the local children's hospital, AND if we have to call 911 for Ethan-ask them to take us to Celebration first-they will then fly him down to Arnold Palmer Children's Hospital instead of drive-apparently dowtown Orlando traffic is a bitch!

Now, that sounds a whole lot worse than it really was-Ethan just got a little hot today (record high of 97-and we decided to spend it at the one park that has hardly any A/C buildings!) Only one of the restaurants even had indoor seating with A/C!! But all was well-like I said-Disney is AMAZING! We headed to first aid because Ethan was working pretty hard to breathe, retracting, and then started acting like he was gonna throw up. We threw some O's on him-but knew we needed to get him inside somewhere to cool down-and fast! Literally-the crowds parted when we asked how to get to first aid cause we needed our little guy looked at-the Cast Member helping us was awesome! We tried to check his sats-but alas-the one thing I did not check, double check and triple check before we left KC was the battery on his portable spot check sat monitor-it didn't have enough juice to read his sat-low battery! The paramedics showed up at the first aid station to check him for us-and by then he was doing the 'baby seal' and back to a nice pink color, laughing hysterically at them as they tried to do some vitals on him! The crew was awesome-gave us all the good info I mentioned above-checked his sat-a lovely 94-and sent us on our way!

Other than that excitingly scary moment-we had a great time at this park too! The pics of the very realistic, snow covered mountain in our background was the Everest Expedition ride. I was pretty sure I was gonna ride this coaster-that is until I actually saw it in person! And after Brian and Hailey rode it (twice) and told me all about it-I was really glad I changed my mind. A coaster that spans two buildings, hits a dead-end where the tracks change and then you plummet backwards down the path you just came up, THEN proceeds forward down a steep hill, around a fast corner into a fifty foot Yeti-was not my idea of a smooth ride today..... the boys and I watched-and listened to all the screams! And we were perfectly happy!

We also partook of the 'It's Tough to be a Bug' show in the roots of the large carved tree on Discovery Island. For those of you Disney movie fans, Flik, the star of 'Bug's Life' was the narrator of this incredible 3D show! I can't even begin to describe on here how great it was-the smoke, shooting water, creepy crawlies under our seats and the spiders dropping from the ceiling made for one terrific show! It's a must-see for all ages-and it's in the nice, cool A/C!

We did the Kilamanjaro Safari Ride, where we loaded into jeeps and headed deep into Africa. The ride was very cool-lots of up close views of the animals, and the best part-Ethan laughed his skinny butt off bouncing around in the jeep! I got some great pics of elephants, rhinos, Nile crocs, and a even a shot of the King of the Jungle himself-standing up for a moment to adjust his napping position!

We were back to our resort by 6pm-made some tacos for dinner, hit the RedBox near us and just finished watching 'Kick Ass'. The bald guy is in bed now, and I think he may actually be asleep finally. We are getting ready to watch 'The Bounty Hunter' and I'm gonna throw down a few Corona Lights and try to laugh at a movie where I love the lead actor -Gerard Butler-and am nauseated by the lead actress. Oh well, maybe the beer will make Jennifer Aniston more tolerable. At least the soundtrack is decent!

Tomorrow we are sleeping in late, then heading to Magic Kingdom a little later-we want to be there late for the Mainstreet Electrical Parade (9pm) and the Summer Nightastic Firework Spectacular (10pm). We also plan to hunt down all the princesses for Ethan to get some lovin' from, and I'm sure Brian and Hailey have some crazy rides they plan to hit! Parker is more interested in all the gift shops-and he's really excited about the fireworks! It's only supposed to be 93 here tomorrow-so we should be able to avoid the first aid station at the Kingdom-we'll see!

A Happy Early Birthday to my Dad! When we get back home-we plan to BBQ for you and Teresa's belated birthday! Without the two of you-we wouldn't be able to be on this trip-thank you so much for making this possible! The kids are having the time of their lives and I can't wait to scrapbook all of the great pics I have! Have a great Birthday Dad-love you bunches!

Parker in front of the big tree at Discovery Island
Everest Expedition in the background

Yep, that's E's little head, he had too much to drink and decided to pull over and take a nap instead of drive


Ethan and Daddy on the Triceratops Ride



the kids at Disney's Animal Kingdom




Monday, August 2, 2010

Disney Adventure!

I've posted just a few of the pics I have taken so far on our trip! We are having a FABULOUS time! The first stretch of driving was from KC to Chattanooga, TN, and it took us about 12 hours-with just 3 stops, one tiny Ethan melt-down, and only one child asking "are we there yet??" just ONE TIME!! And we were actually within 2 hours of our destination when that question was asked-not bad for Parker! We spent Saturday exploring downtown Chattanooga-visited the TN Aquarium-very cool place, ate some sushi for lunch at Seseiku, AND found the local Children's Hospital-not because we had to-but hey, better safe than sorry!
Our trip to Orlando began early on Sunday morning, and we hit rain once we were inside the FL state borders. It slowed us down quite a bit. Either FL drivers don't know how to drive in a little rain, or (more likely) the elder population was freaked out by it. About every 12 miles of really slow traffic, we came across a tow truck, ambulance and two or three police vehicles pulling a Buick or a Lincoln Town Car out of the ditch-old people's cars ya know!
Upon arrival to our resort-Grand Beach Resort-a mere 6 miles from Disney's front gate, the rain was more like a monsoon-I thought we left that crap in KC! But no luck-the forecast for the rest of the week (drum roll please....) RAIN-every damn day! Like I have said about a bajillion times-
If the Rawley's didn't have BAD luck, we'd have NO luck at all!
But the Gods have smiled upon us for at least today-we made it to Epcot and for 8 hours with one brief rain shower! Disney is an amazing place! We got a stroller=wheelchair sticker for Ethan today because we were afraid to take his wheelchair in with the possible rain(it doesn't have a cover) and man-you wheel up to a ride and flash that red sticker-and the red carpets are rolled out for you! We got on Spaceship Earth immediately-instead of waiting the 50 min wait time-as we did all the rides we could take him on!
We even went to the front of the line for the Disney character photos-and I almost had to throw down with a Mom who kept eyeballing us and Ethan and making snide comments. I finally said to her "hey, I know you're upset that we walked right in and avoided the hour long line you obviously waited in with your kids, but I see you have two healthy, walking, talking kids with you. Well, the reason we went to the front of the line is because of this little guy-he doesn't walk, or talk, or even eat by mouth. There are very few things here he will actually get to ride on, or enjoy, but this is one of them-so if you would like to trade your perfectly healthy kid for one like my little guy-I'd happily let you cut in front of me, cause damnit, this kid deserves it!"
She apologized and stopped giving me dirty looks-I think I made my point. Good thing, too, I really didn't want to have to whip out some Wyandotte County White Trash moves on her right there in front of Mickey Mouse!
Anyway-Ethan got to ride the Spaceship Earth ride-his very first roller coaster!! And I think I held my breath and felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest the whole time! It is a slow-moving ride and you are in nice little cars on a track-right up my alley. But it's dark, and there are flashing lights, and there are no 'cast members' inside the ride-believe me, I know, I was looking for the poor soul I was going to grab when Ethan either had a seizure, or stopped breathing-or did whatever it was he was going to do simply because we were dumb enough to put him on a roller coaster a thousand miles from home! He didn't though! He laughed and smiled the whole time! And I mean big, belly laughs! When I wasn't a nervous wreck, I think I laughed at him too! He also got to ride the Nemo ride, the boat ride at The Land, and the Imagination ride! He had such a good time today-as did all of us!
Hailey and Brian rode all of the fast rides-the Mission Space, the GM Test Track and some other ride that turns and twists you and makes you go upside down. Not me and Parker-if it said 'do not ride if you have a problem with motion sickness' I knew that was code for 'this ride is fast and spinny, and will make Kari vomit'. And I simply chose to avoid those!
We finished up the night with crab legs and shrimp at the Crab House and then baths for everyone-including Ethan! (well, kind of a bath....as good as we felt comfortable giving him without having to find out where this local children's hospital is...) Now off to bed so we have plenty of rest for Disney's Animal Kingdom tomorrow!

Oh, the weather you ask??? Much like KC-actually not even as bad as KC had been in the last few weeks before we left! Hot-yes-record high temps expected early this week-but I don't know what the difference is, because it doesn't feel as sticky, wet humid here as back home.

Then again, maybe I just don't notice it, because I simply don't care-

I'm on vacation!

In Bruce, the Shark's mouth at Nemo Ride

Mickey Mouse Ethan

Epcot 08/02/2010








Parker and Hailey in the shark cage at the
Tennessee Aquarium